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Burning Hatred, Autumn Love

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You feel so low.
The anger boils up iside you,
But this feeling isn't new.
Why is it so real?
Nothing in this world is real,
The pain you feel is only it,
It seems the only real thing
In this world.
A burning hatred,
With third degree burns
Blistering in your heart.
Isn't it strange?
You seem to like this pain.
Now quietly you sit on your high horse,
Intoxicated by your own lust.
You're locked up in your own mind,
But as it shatters you won't escape,
And the moon will laugh in your face.
You will never realise this.
I never loved you.
I only loved the feelings you provided me with.
You are as deadly as a snake,
But not as decieving.
I saw right through your thin disguise,
But you will never define me.
You never have,
And the tears I cry,
Are for you,
But don't you wish them for love,
Yet they are for pity.
Why does your abirational faith
In the fact that I will fall
Bother me so?
Is it that the stars in the sky
Will fall to cushion me?
Your light will not neutralize my darkness,
For in every light there is a shadow.
Even in the blank canvas of a cloudy night
The shadows are darkest closer to the moon,
But you still try,
And with wrath
I break you like a wild horse.
The chains you bear will not break.
They are the chains of innocence you have stolen,
Although not physically,
For morally you see this unfit,
Yet if you morals are so high
How did I come into your life?
You must have known my intentions,
Or maybe you were just too foolish to see
What lays hidden in my own thoughts,
Though it would take much more than a fool
To understand the conclusions I have come to.
Now I ask you to leave.
I plead with you.
Can't you hear my violent words?
You keep coming back.
Like a lost puppy, I keep taking you in.
Maybe I'm the real fool hear.
Could it be that you have somehow
Forged yourself into the walls I surround myself with?
Everytime I force you away
My wall tumbles and you are let in.
Can't you see the light of your love
Burns my darkened eyes?
You never want to hurt me,
Or so you say,
But the burning agony I feel
Everytime I speak to you proves otherwise.
The prickly jealosy I feel
Towards newcomers in your life
Further proves my point.
I sadly proclaim,
For my anger has faded to all but none,
That this silly life I live in,
Not only is unbearable,
But I need it as much as I hate it.
I suppose this is the end,
And I'll sadly drift away as the leaves on an autumn tree,
To say farewell,
My love.
~ :heart: ~
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nom... :P

omg its so wiered seeing the copywrite 2012