Stronger For YouAm I srtonger?
I can talk to you now,
but the words are short and clipped.
Most of the time I just sit there and watch,
but lately you notice me.
Is it I who am stronger,
Or is it you?
Have you grown up?
But I must keep myself from thinking these thoughts.
They are forbidden to my mind.
Everything about you,
seems so far away,
even though I can be closer to you now.
You know I never wanted to let you go,
but with the circumstances I was forced to.
It made me stronger.
Or so I thought.
Maybe you made me stronger.
Looking at you from a distance everyday,
I was a million pieces.
But I pulled myself together.
I might be stronger,
I did it for you.
Slowly I realise,
My sanity has betrayed me.
Why I wounder,
These demons do I see?
Don't tear at the flesh of my fragile mind,
It's all I have left from time to time.
Sleepless nights haunt me,
More than you could ever see.
Darkened thoughts surround us,
Of hatred and anger and lust.
They wont leave me alone,
As I try to sleep tonight.
Don't leave me alone,
With me and my fright.
For the truth is I'm scared,
Scared of what is and what will be.
Of the blood so red,
And the demons I see.
And I'll be happy when morning comes.
To see the daylight,
And the sun.
And I'll be happy when morning comes,
To see you,
My only love.
SecretsLiving in the darkness,
You know who you are.
Never again will I call to your name,
unless my life depends on it.
A little safe haven of mine.
thoughts that I love,
but tear me up inside.
Don't count on me,
to set them free.
Cus I'm in my darkest hour,
I lost my own life a while ago.
Now, I'm on my way.
living the life of another.
Secrets, you will hide.
Hide away in the darkness.
Writhing in pain,
While I fake a straight face.
All It TakesI know I'm not the best person in the wourld,
Or the nicest strogest, or most caring.
But I try.
Everyday I try to forgive,
Try to learn from everything I have done.
I don't have forever to show people how much I care.
Because tomorrow might be too late.
We don't know what fate holds for us,
behind those thick curtains of doubt.
But we can try and make our lives all it can be.
All it takes is a simple smile,
to someone you loathe with all your being.
A friendly wave to someone who has done you wrong.
The acceptance of someone you could never forgive.
All it takes is trust.
I know it is hard to trust that there are good people in the world,
But someone has to,
and if everyone trusts that there are good people,
then everyone could be a better person.
Maybe my hopes are in vain,
But I know what hatered feels like.
That burning passion is something I don't want to relive.
I also know what love feels like.
I love with a burning passion,
far larger than that of hate.
So, I'll say it again.